just my self!
This is s0mething that I havent written myself.. but found it on net by some anonymous writer.. and I can relate to myself with this completely these days.. its just one of those bad times im going through.. although nothing bad has really happened alhamdulila..but still im int0 the blue these days.. and cant figure out h0w to come out of it.. so I dedicate it to myself..Slowly drowning in my sorrow
Wishing things would be better tomorrow
Feeling like I am in an ocean of doubt and despair,
gradually sinking and gasping for air.
Knowing life is not a light switch you can flip on and off
Simply settling and accepting I have to carry on.
Trying to keep my sanity and composure intact
out of fear of how those close to me, might react.
Fears of inadequacy as a human, as a woman, burry themselves deep in my head
As I make a foolish attempt to have a good night's rest in my lumpy bed.
Due to the fact that there are others out there ten times better than I,
makes me afraid and let out defeated sighs.
Since it seems like things will always be this way,
its frustrating because I have to go through it day after day.
~aliza~
posted by alizamoiz @ 11:49 PM
