Friday, December 12, 2008

Eid, Sacrifice n da Wedding

So finally the sacrifice is over n Eid just came n went by. Was pretty busy on eid but this time there wasn't much excitement about it. Maybe because we were busy with the preparations of the wedding at my place.. Woah wait up... it aint mine but my cousin's :).
The occasions are starting from this week and so a really busy week is awaiting for me... A lot of trips for shopping n here n there... ARGGG this shopping business mostly makes me irritated but well one has to do it. Any how m hoping that the wedding goes good with all things staying calm n good. I will be enjoying the wedding as well as attending my university classes n making projects n reports.. so best of luck to me.. :D

Adios~

Thursday, December 11, 2008

The dark Side~ HOPELESSNESS~

Every individual being has a Dark side.. Sometimes it is obvious but sometimes it stays inside waiting to be unleashed. And so its my dark side with which i live.. This is something i wrote by experiencing what living in a dark world is all about!





~ The Dark side ~ Hopelessness

In the dark nights where silence creeps
Shadows of the cursed around me weep
The pain I feel is too much deep
There is no joy, no good not even peace!

The world I live in is nowhere to be found
God damn souls just wander around
Making me conceive the paths I choose were wrong
The angels dispersed and now are gone!

Haunting me telling me that now I’m all alone
Thinking of this makes my heart moan
Hanging in between life N death
God doesn’t need me, hell wont Xcept!

A day will come when I will fade away
Leaving this world, no more to stay
I’ve had enough with this world and life
Trying to survive and sacrifice to strive!

I wasn’t bad, I was made cruel
I did all wrong coz I was made a fool
I live in solitude, within me only sorrow and pain
Which will, even after I die always remain!
~Aliza~